urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola liiddo lain liiddo lain 2007-04-07T04:04:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:51912 2007-04-07T04:04:46Z 2007-04-07T04:04:46Z oh heyyyy livejournal! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:51005 2006-09-08T23:33:12Z 2006-09-08T23:33:12Z fuck you fuck you fuck you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:31791 2005-04-28T05:28:40Z 2005-04-28T05:28:40Z rise against DO YOU SNORE?<br />no<br /><br />ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?<br />fighter<br /><br />WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?<br />fuckin...eyeballs and long hair<br /><br />AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC<br />not really. my brother had a fucking like huge bucket of them though<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?<br />i love it<br /><br />DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?<br />yeah i chew on everything<br /><br />WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?<br />shit i hope so<br /><br />IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?<br />i donno. yes and no<br /><br />WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?<br />black<br /><br />DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?<br />if no one is home<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?<br />nooo and i would never<br /><br />ANY SECRET TALENTS?<br />absolutely not. hahaha maybe the way i can shake my ass hahhaa<br /><br />WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?<br />LA!<br /><br />IS JAY LENO FUNNY?<br />i dont care<br /><br />CAN YOU SWIM?<br />yes, who the fuck cant swim?<br /><br />HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?<br />no actually.<br /><br />DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?<br />sorta<br /><br />HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOSTIE POP?<br />764<br /><br />CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?<br />no<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?<br />yes and i almost died in motherfuckign chicago<br /><br />ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?<br />not uh <br /><br />DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?<br />i dont use pencils<br /><br />WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?<br />sucks<br /><br />IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?<br />i wanna get married. but not for a loonnggg time<br /><br />DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?<br />ehh it would be better if it was more thug<br /><br />WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?<br />ugly<br /><br />WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU!"<br />to stacey<br /><br />IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?<br />obviously<br /><br />DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?<br />prolly<br /><br />HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?<br />scrambled. mmm breakfast<br /><br />ARE BLONDES DUMB?<br />everyone is dumb<br /><br />WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?<br />who fucking cares!@#$%$<br /><br />WHAT TIME IS IT?<br />1021<br /><br />DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?<br />liddo lain, eLAine, laineyface<br /><br />IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?<br />hahah their sundaes are good<br /><br />WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?<br />like and hour and a half ago<br /><br />DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?<br />showers.<br /><br />IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?<br />clearly<br /><br />DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?<br />mmm my favorite<br /><br />ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?<br />when i cant see where im walking, i walk really slow and retardly. it rules.<br /><br />WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?<br />text messages and rap<br /><br />CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?<br />ew creamy even though its a gross word<br /><br />CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?<br />prolly<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?<br />not uh<br /><br />HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?<br />once.<br /><br />IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?<br />word<br /><br />ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?<br />sometimes. actually, yes.<br /><br />WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?<br />hazel.<br /><br />HOW LOUD DO YOU SNEEZE?<br />uhm not that loud?<br /><br />DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?<br />YES<br /><br />WHO'S BETTER: STONE COLD OR THE ROCK?<br />uhm stone cold hahahaha <br /><br />ARE YOU PSYCHIC?<br />duh<br /><br />HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?<br />mmhmm<br /><br />DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?<br />hahahahah no<br /><br />CAN YOU SKATE?<br />hahahahah i tried once. wait like skateboard or rollerskate? i can rollerskate. like at jeffs party in my hoochie shorts. ahhaha<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN MONEY?<br />i dont remember<br /><br />CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?<br />never been<br /><br />DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?<br />if its camping like stacey. otherwise no.<br /><br />DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH?<br />hahah soemtimes on accidnet :x<br /><br />DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?<br />disneyland.<br /><br />ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?<br />i love my doggy.<br /><br />YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?<br />it sucks but yes<br /><br />CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?<br />HAHAHAHAHAHAHH<br /><br />DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?<br />constantly<br /><br />IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?<br />sorta<br /><br />WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?<br />cookie (shut up cody)<br /><br />DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?<br />yessss im getting my nails done soon. im stoked.<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?<br />hahahah yes<br /><br />WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?<br />fuckin... jamster<br /><br />DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?<br />sometimes<br /><br />FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?<br />still tippin urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:31663 2005-04-22T20:29:33Z 2005-04-22T20:29:33Z i never want to hear another fucking jack johnson song. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:31398 2005-04-21T01:28:08Z 2005-04-21T01:28:08Z I wanna go to Vidal Sassoon so fucking bad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:31098 2005-04-17T04:46:49Z 2005-04-17T04:46:49Z jesus christ why arent i travis barkers wife? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:30821 2005-04-17T04:39:49Z 2005-04-17T04:39:49Z trillville! hahahah Today was pretty awesome. First my cousins wedding shower, which was absolutely adorable. Thennnn to moorpark to go shopping with Kymby and Rissy at the Topanga mall which was super fun, im glad i met rissy, shes a sweetheart and sang all the songs that came on in Hollister with me. And seeing Kymby was amazing as always i love her so much&lt;3<br /><br />yesterday was a really wierd day. everything was stressful for some reason but hanging out and having date nite with stace was adorable/hilarious as usual. we went to the beach and watched these bros make a HUGE bonfire. then went out to dinner at dominicks which was amazing but i kinda ended up paying for staceys dinner (you never gave me any money ho!) annnddd then to 2 vons to get stuff to make strawberry shortcake which set off her smoke alarm THREE times hahahahah. so funny. this weekend has been really good so far, i dont really wanna be home right now but stace will probably come over after work and we will watch a movie. or something. weeeeeeee im in a good mood for once.<br /><br /><br /><br />also meet the barkers is on and its seriously so good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:30541 2005-04-11T22:04:36Z 2005-04-11T22:04:36Z Also:<br /><br />I really really really really really wanna go to Kauai. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:30036 2005-04-11T05:32:46Z 2005-04-11T05:32:46Z the used hahah So, school tomorrow. Spring break was okay, did some fun stuff but at the same time it kinda sucked for some reason. I guess it just lacked that certain something that spring break should have. ugh i donno. i did some things that i have been meaning to do, and that feels good. i still need to get my shit together though. & i jsut want to mention how much i love stacey, jeremy, kymby and justin. my close friends are amazing.<br /><br /><br />see you later spring break, you werent that great anyway.<br /><br /><br />PS<br />IHATEHOWIFEEL urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:29773 2005-04-07T21:14:01Z 2005-04-07T21:20:10Z dude kelly clarkson helloo <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />- What time did you start this? 1:50<br /><br />- Sex? i have a vagina<br /><br />- Height? 5'6<br /><br />- Eye color? hazel afjdskl<br /><br />- Location? Venturaa<br /><br />- Where were you born? ojai haha<br /><br />- Do you have crush on someone? fuck that<br /><br />- What are you wearing right now? wow a bra and bootyshorts<br /><br />- Would you have sex before marriage? haha.<br /><br />- Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? ew<br /><br />- Are you a virgin? no sir<br /><br />- Do you drink? edgeedgeedge<br /><br />- Are you ghetto? obviously<br /><br />- Are you a player? fa sho<br /><br />- What are your favorite colors? black pink & teal<br /><br />- What is your favorite animal? horsiiesss & pandas<br /><br />- Do you have any birthmarks? nope<br /><br />- Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? nah dude<br /><br />- Who are your best friends? stacey & caitie<br /><br />- Have you ever beat someone up? no but im so down for it<br /><br />- Have you ever been slapped? no way<br /><br />- Do you get online a lot? not as much as i used to<br /><br />- Are you shy or outgoing? both<br /><br />- Do you shower? dirrrty<br /><br />- Do you hate school? duh<br /><br />- Do you have a social life? of course<br /><br />- How easily do you trust people? either way too easily or not at all<br /><br />- Have you ever lied to your best friends? lying is the worst<br /><br />- Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? haha wow<br /><br />- Would you ever sky Dive? so scary id probably throw up<br /><br />- Do you like to dance? always<br /><br />- Have you ever been out of state? yes huuhh<br /><br />- Do you like to travel? depends<br /><br />- Have you ever been suspended from school? nope<br /><br />- Do you want to get out of your hometown? yes plz<br /><br />- Are you a brat? i'm more of a bitch. (hahahah good job sarah im keeping that)<br /><br />- Have you ever been dumped? YES<br /><br />- What's your favorite drink? coca colaaa & shirley temples <br /><br />- Do you like Snapple? i get it all the time at work<br /><br />- Do you drink a lot of water? not as much as i should<br /><br />- What toothpaste do you use? crest!<br /><br />- Do you have a cell phone or pager? my broken stupid cell phone that should be a sidekickII<br /><br />- Do you have a curfew? yes its the worst<br /><br />- Who do you look up to? paris hilton<br /><br />- Are you a role model? hahaaaaaa<br /><br />- What name brand do you wear? ahahaha abercrombie everything, 7s<br /><br />- What kind of jewelry do you wear? my heart ring and my pink bracelets. sometimes necklace<br /><br />- What do you have pierced? ears? soon to be my entire fucking face hahaha<br /><br />- What do you want pierced? monroe, lip, bellybutttonnn, nose, maybe tongue. i basically ahve it planned out i cant waaaiit<br /><br />- Do you like taking pictures? mmhmm<br /><br />- Do you like getting your picture taken? i like modelling for peoples shoots but smiling in pictures totally sucks<br /><br />- Do you have a tan? haha not really<br /><br />- Do you get annoyed easily? soo easily i have more pet peeves that anyone ive ever met<br /><br />- Have you ever started a rumor? haha probably<br /><br />- Do you have your own phone/phone line? own phone<br /><br />- Do you have your own pool? i fucking wish<br /><br />- Do you have any siblings? sister & brother<br /><br />- Do you prefer boxers or briefs? boxer briefs... mmm<br /><br />- Have you ever been played? ha wow yes unfortunately<br /><br />- Have you ever played someone? hahah probably<br /><br />- Do you get along with your parents? most of the time<br /><br />- How do you vent your anger? i let it all build up<br /><br />- Have you ever ran away? sort of<br /><br />- Have you ever been fired from a job? no im a good girl<br /><br />- Do you even have a job? ew yes<br /><br />- Do you daydream a lot? always<br /><br />- Do you have a lot of exs? nope <br /><br />- Do you run your mouth? me and stacey talk so much shit<br /><br />- What are your favorite flowers? tulips&lt;3<br /><br />- Have you ever been bitched out? im usually bitching someone else out<br /><br />- When was the last time you bitched someone out? yesterday.<br /><br />- Are you rude? yes<br /><br />- What was the last compliment you received? bobbie said im beautiful &lt;33<br /><br />- Do you like getting dirty? too dirty to clean my act up<br /><br />- Is your bellybutton an innie or outie? innie<br /><br />- Are you flexible? haha i used to be =[<br /><br />- What is your heritage? swedish and french, i rule.<br /><br />- What does your hair look like right now? black & bleach blone mullet<br /><br />- Could you ever be a vegetarian? i like chicken<br /><br />- When was your last real heartbreak? i do the heartbreaking unfortunately<br /><br />- Describe your looks? messy hair, tight clothes, bright make up, love handles & i actually have an ass<br /><br />- If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? all blonde again =[<br /><br />- Would you ever date someone younger than you? eh he'd have to be amazing<br /><br />- Would you ever date someone older than you? i pretty much only date older boys.<br /><br />- When was the last time you were drunk? neverr<br /><br />- When was the last time you went on a date? real date? valentines with alfie. other than that, every date nite with liddo compton stace<br /><br />- Would you rather give or receive oral sex? ew<br /><br />- How many rings until you answer the phone? depends on how soon i hear it ringing<br /><br />- Have you ever been skinny dipping? haha in jacuzzis late at nite<br /><br />- Do you look more like your mother or father? mommy<br /><br />- Do you cry a lot? not really?<br /><br />- Do you ever cry to get your way? haha with my parents<br /><br />- If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? this is a stupid question<br /><br />- What phrase do you use most on the phone? "dude!"<br /><br />- Are you the romantic type? hah yeah =/<br /><br />- Have you ever been chased by cops? haha no but ive def gotten caught ahhaha<br /><br />- What do you like most about your body? my sticky out hips<br /><br />- What do you like least about your body? small titties =[<br /><br />- When was the last time you threw up? like 3 years ago<br /><br />- In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes? haha usually no but i have nothing against them<br /><br />- What do the shoes you last wore look like? my sisters pink ones<br /><br />- Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly? sometimes cos i wear my pants low low low<br /><br />- What about cleavage? TITTIES!<br /><br />- Have you ever fucked someone up? i want to so bad<br /><br />- Have you ever been fucked up? haha i got fucking kicked in the head like 3 times at fall out boy but i was def not fucked up<br /><br />- What theme does your room have? light pink walls & black everything else<br /><br />- What size shoe do you wear? 7 <br /><br />- What jewelry are you wearing now? staceys skull necklace & my pink bracelets<br /><br />- What is your screen name on AIM? lain says sup<br /><br />- How are you feeling right now? boredddd<br /><br />- Have you ever given a lap dance? haha all the time dude<br /><br />- What do you sleep in? wife beater & pants or liddo shorts<br /><br />- Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? ew yes<br /><br />- What is one of your bad qualities? indecisive<br /><br />- What is one of your good qualities? ill dance for you<br /><br />- Would you marry for money? ahahah probably<br /><br />- What do you drive? a fucking wagon. ew<br /><br />- Are you more of a mama or daddy's child? i can work em both<br /><br />- When was the last time you cried in school? when alyse was talking shit and i got in a fight with her about it & caitie wasnt there<br /><br />- Do you wear Chucks? not since liek 10th grade<br /><br />- For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy? yes!!! i wish i had bigger titties for it though =[<br /><br />- What time are you finishing this? 2:13 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:29654 2005-04-07T07:26:07Z 2005-04-07T07:26:07Z the velvet teen Firstly:<br /><br />Happy Birthday Jeremyy!!! 22 isnt as bad as you think it is. i love you :]<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br />Here we go again.<br /><br />I hate that I'm feeling like I used to feel. Just randomly getting into a bad mood for no real reason and not being able to pull myself out of it until like a day or two later. For a while I got really good at just letting things go and trying to ignore them but its getting back to that point where i cant just let it everything roll off my shoulders. Ive hurt at least two people in the past 2 weeks and I fucking hate that feeling. I hate the fact that I apparently cant get over something that happened to me a while ago and that it controls my relationships with other people. im so used to getting what i want that when it doesnt happen i act like its the end of the world. i honestly did really want it to work but my life sucks too much for that to happen. im being dramatic but it really seems like things never really work out quite how i wish they would.<br /><br />I'm lucky to have really close friends that are honestly amazing. but sometimes i feel that i would do anything ever for them and i dont really feel like i would get the same in return. to be extremely cliche, i feel like i hand my heart to people and get it thrown back at me in pieces.<br /><br />and just for future reference, i dont really hate everyone. i love my friends so much; its just sometimes i feel really alone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:29220 2005-04-02T04:47:51Z 2005-04-02T04:47:51Z spring break! wooo! party!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />thats all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:28952 2005-03-30T05:49:54Z 2005-03-30T05:49:54Z Usherrrr I still hate everyone. Minus like 5 people. Eugh. It needs to be spring break. I like how I'm not even doing anything. I wanna go somewhere though. Caitie lets go to Friscooo and shop. Come onnnn.<br /><br />I'm confused. Am I really that bad of a person? What the fuck have I done to the like 3428908230 people who havent talked to me lately? I know I have some shitty faults but jesus christ I didnt realize I wasnt even worth a second thought.<br /><br /><br />I cant believe its only Tuesday. <br /><br />I miss Staceyyy. =[<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />PS. I give up. Again. Fuck you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:28752 2005-03-27T01:54:10Z 2005-03-27T01:54:10Z Muse <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v616/itwontsnow/falloutboy011.jpg"><br /><br />fall out boy was amazing. so many good stories hahaha. i got in a fight with some guy, got kicked in the head liek 8 times, got one of my plugs knocked out, stacey beat up some people and passed out. i love it.<br /><br />past two days spent driving everywhere. chatsworth, moorpark, back home, back to moorpark afjklasdjkljlj all over the place. wud up no gas. oh well. im pretty much over it.<br /><br />i did get to see people i havent seen in while though. kymby, sean, cody. & finally met bo, which was good too. =]<br /><br />in other news:<br />i hate everyone. a lot. i donno dude im seriously sick of trying to make new friends and going out of my way to do nice things and getting shittyness in return. i have the friends i need. i love the friends i already have and that should be enough.<br /><br /><br />my lj updates rule.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />you see me in the street but shawty you don know me. TI is my hero. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:28620 2005-03-24T03:08:04Z 2005-03-24T03:08:04Z T.I. fall out boy tomorrow...holy shit. its going to be amazing. <br /><br />nfg is in like a lil more than a month. its going to be like equally amazing. specifically for one reason buttttttt shhhhhhhhhhhhh. &lt;3<br /><br />i wanna go dancing. and listen to rap every day of my life. yessssssssss.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />& also i really really really need to not fuck this up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:28190 2005-03-21T05:50:04Z 2005-03-21T05:50:04Z i hate alcohol. and shitty weekends. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:28150 2005-03-20T02:43:51Z 2005-03-20T02:43:51Z benton falls dont make me a promise if youre not going to fucking keep it. i dont care how little or big, just dont do it. its almost worse when its little because how in the hell am i supposed to trust you if you cant even keep a little promise? <br /><br />the lack of reciprocation in my life is honestly unbeareable. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:27649 2005-03-17T21:40:41Z 2005-03-17T21:40:41Z Ps i make really fucking good playlists on my ipod. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:27482 2005-03-17T21:33:35Z 2005-03-17T21:33:35Z ive been in the grumpiest mood ever. at least caitie and i ditched yesterday to go to the beach. im sick of school i was like mumbling threats today in english. i seriously cannot stand anyone at this school. i want to move to LA goddamnit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:27182 2005-03-14T01:40:44Z 2005-03-14T01:41:01Z ps<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />nevermind. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:27040 2005-03-14T01:40:10Z 2005-03-14T01:40:10Z straylight run my life consists of:<br /><br />-hanging out with caitie everyday at school and then missing her on weekends.<br />-hanging out with stacey every other second of my life and somehow having fun while doing absolutely nothing<br />-the velvet teen<br />-fall out boy<br />-hating my life at work<br />-having a weird eating problem that i cant seem to fix<br />-getting sick<br />-having no one to text every 2 seconds =[<br />-hating school<br />-wanting to kill my coworker<br />-wanting to be 18 so i can go dancing and get pierced/tattooed<br /><br />im boring.<br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v108/laineyface/guhh02.jpg"><br /><br />im sick of looking the way i do. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:26421 2005-03-10T06:32:03Z 2005-03-10T06:32:03Z pedro the lion im getting tired of feeling like my stomach is trying to come out of my body. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:26177 2005-03-09T21:39:24Z 2005-03-09T21:39:24Z american nightmare im a slacker and hate school. ugh. plz be june already. or at least spring break.<br /><br /><br />stuffs going to be okay it is just going to take a while. i hung out with sean, dee and cody yesterday. also saw bijan for about 10 seconds. it was fun i missed my moorpark friends soo much. hopefully i will be seeing more of them.. also saw jeremy on monday, i missed him way too much. &lt;333 seeing friends you havent seen for a while is always the best.<br /><br /><br /><br />i hope i wont let the same thing happen again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:25978 2005-03-07T21:22:53Z 2005-03-07T21:22:53Z umm<br /><br />cats outta the bag.<br /><br />fuck my life urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:chromepistola:25402 2005-03-04T05:45:34Z 2005-03-04T05:45:34Z uhmmm i want new clothes? and also i want blonde hair again. shittt!<br /><br /><br />xo